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I'm Walking Towards The Light


Now I see your testing me pushes me away @ 11:08 pm

Feeling: angry
Listening to: "Untitled Finale" by Atreyu

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Lyrics:

I’ve lied to you
The same way that I always do
This is the last smile
That I’ll fake for the sake of being with you

Everything falls apart even the people who never frown eventually break down
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
Everything has to end you’ll soon find we’re out of time left to watch it all unwind
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away


Comment:
I've tried so hard all my life to be accepted by you, but you keep pushing me away. You deny the fact that we're *******. What the hell is your problem? I'm sick of pretending like everything's okay between us when all I want to do everytime I see you is run a huge knife through your cold heart and smear your blood all over her grave. She fucked up his life enough without you stepping in to make things worse. You just keep PUSHING ME AWAY. What did I do to deserve this? And you do it to ******, too. But she doesn't even seem to care. I'm just so sick of it. You couldn't even take one afternoon out of your big important life to come to my sweet fuckin sixteen birthday party. Who the hell do you think you are? And what makes you think you can treat *** like that? Just showing up whenever the hell it's convenient for you. He fuckin raised you by himself and you can't be bothered to show up when he needs you? What the hell is your problem? I don't know WHY I'VE NEVER WALKED AWAY. I should have just given up a long time ago. Now all I have left is this anger building up inside of me. Anger I can't let go because "it's not right." We are HIDING IN A LIE. We have been for my entire life. THIS IS THE LAST SMILE THAT I'LL FAKE FOR THE SAKE OF BEING WITH YOU.
I don't love you anymore.

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Like A City Of Angels

I'm Walking Towards The Light